I guess this picture sums up how I feel right now though there are blue skies looming the clouds are still obscuring them and the sun is trying to break through the canopy which has kept me in shade for so long.
Ten days ago I was forced to make a choice I had avoided for a long time hoping that things could be mended but sometimes what is done cannot be undone or erased and failure must be accepted. And that is what has happened after 17 years my relationship has died and I believe is beyond resuscitation, sometimes people change and you find yourself staring at the face of the person you loved but knowing they are no longer there, they have changed beyond recognition.
They say write what you know and maybe one day I will for now my son is my main priority and finding myself again. I don’t write this looking for pity relationship end every day for one reason or another I write it because I need to and to draw a line under it so I can move on. Who knows what fate has in store for me but am sure it will be interesting lol